Insular.

I am a complex soul, that I know well. My lifes’ experiences have led me to this point. A life time of pain and perceived failure caused by a succession of failed relationships and an ability to always be in the wrong place at the wrong time have left me anxious and often depressed.

Then she came, she brought me joy and happiness, laughter and desire. But life as usual always is cruel and I cannot be with her.

Back to the pain then I suppose.